thanx dazz for tagging me!!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

 what is it? hehe

 
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

guy : when he has a beautiful smile and treats people equally.
girl : when she has a beautiful smile and appreciates people around her
 

 HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
morning : omaigod i got 3 killer papers today!
afternoon : i haven't finish reading topic 6. girls, which topics are excluded in the environmental assessment subject??
evening: FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
night : sleepy - head ( i slept for 4 hours )
current mood : I CANT SLEEP.......

 
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
earn enough money, so i can visit those places that i can only see from the pictures like Paris, or England ( London would be very nice ) or Rome. hehehe.. and also if luck is on my side, i would LOVE to pursue my study abroad the country. but my main purpose is i want let my parents live a better life after this, i'll take care of them.

 
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
i dont have problems with being myself. You have problems with that? fuck you..^^

  
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

I dont know. but sarah and tiqa thinks that im an entertainer. haha

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

the best parents anybody would dream of. although i dont get along well with my father but, i know he tried to make things better between us again. so i'll just let him try. 

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

first of all, family. second, money. third? my future. Im a dreamer, dont you know that?..(:

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS?

they've been wonderful to me, and i wouldn't ask them to change a thing. i love everything about them. 

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

currently? i dont have anyone. so, im skipping this question.:P

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

its dull, believe me i dont have anything extraordinary about my life. 

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

a dedicated government officer, a good daughter to both of my parents and a successor in everything i do.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

i told you, i dont have any.

  
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

 the 'rebellious' one.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
of course the first dance would be the slow dance. the song? i haven't think of anything yet. but maybe 'smoke gets in your eyes' or 'i love how you love me' those types of oldies, why? the melody is simply just amazing. 

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
haha.. i dont know. nothing beats the church songs like 'Paradais'. haha

 
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
surfing, blogging, podcasts.. 

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
they're simply wonderful and just the person that i needed. 


WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
like right now? its almost 2am in the morning, i'll probably just 'pass-out' in front of my laptop and wakes up late tomorrow. haha. 

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
surrounded by family, and i'll first ask for their forgiveness if i ever hurt them. with my husband and children holding me, i know that i was blessed and heaven holds for me..:) 

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
i wish i never hurt him terribly like this. 

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
jokes, funny movies. 

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

 sad movies, even if how hard-heartened i may be, i'll still cry when its time for sad movies.

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

i dont know.  

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
not to be able to come home and meet my family. i'll always have this phobia where something is going to happen during my journey going back to sabah. i know im being paranoid..^^
 
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
i dont know, let them keep that to themselves because i dont want to know.
  

 IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE? 
nothing, i suppose. but i dont mean that it has been a smooth ride for me over these few years. i have my up-down but hey, who doesn't?

 WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
i miss my mother., and the thought of waking up at 6am tomorrow for school.

 WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?   
thanx dazz for tagging me!!
  

 BLOGGERS I WANT TO TAG:
tiqa, ashley, daryl, yong

to love again | efyiusik on Xanga

to love again | efyiusik on Xanga

enjoy..^^

Describe what it was like the first time you fell in love.

actually the first time i fell in love is when someone told me he loves me, unconditionally. that was like 8 years ago.. hurm... it was nerve-cracking. i was so happy, and so scared at the same time. why? im afraid of losing him off couse..:)

When you're in love, do you KNOW, or does it take a while to realize it?

it takes a while to realize it, i cant differentiate between love and infatuation. hehe

Love: purely hormonal or something that happens deep within the soul?

its more than hormonal, its something irrevocable, it happens deep within the soul where no one can reach it including you, it happens naturally and you cant stop it, nor even control it.

Do you ever take your love(s) for granted?

i did. i was too busy experimenting the outside world. i thought i've met someone better when i left him, but in the end, what goes around comes around. i believe in karma.

Why do you think some relationships don't work out?

plenty reasons for that. some people are just not meant to be together, sometimes people in our surroundings also gives big impact to our relationships fate, eg parents or friends. but definitely not because the boy loves the girl too much or another way around. when you really loves someone, you dont give up on them. thats a fact, pal.

What criteria do you want to meet before marrying someone?

it would be nice if he loves me, and i love him. love is all that matters.  and off course, someone with permanent job, not some guys that still live with their parents even when they're 30. 

What is your opinion on couples who live together but aren't married?

it really doesn't matter to me, i dont watch over other people's business.

Why do you think divorces happen?

because they forgot why did they get married in the 1st place. they forgot their wedding vows, to be together through thick and thin. they just forgot and they just need a wake up call. im a religious person, for me what God has united, men cannot divide. or else dont get married.

Besides love, what else is important in a long-term relationship?

trust, honesty, and all those good things that makes you cant stop loving each other.

What are things you look for in a potential long-term partner?

honesty, loyalty, loving, caring, everything a girl can ask for.

Are you too picky with partners or too accepting?

im being too picky, i think. but dont you think girl deserves someone who loves her and what most important is she loves him back? if not then whats the rational in accepting that someone to be your partner? 

What are things you will absolutely NOT tolerate in a partner?

i can tolerate with smoker, i can tolerate with a partner who drink occasionally, i can tolerate someone that is lack of romantic gestures.. hehe.. but i cannot tolerate someone who cheats on me. 

To you, what role does sexuality play in a relationship?

the guy should be able to make decision on their relationship. for me, i dont need a pawn, i need a king. 

How do you tell the difference between love, a crush, and obsession?

i dont know, really. im suck at those things, im suck at feelings. 

How important is physical attraction to you in a relationship?

it's important, but not as important as emotional attraction, not forgetting the chemistry, the sparks...

What are some things that attract you to a person, initially?

the way they smiles, their smells, their way of thinking, passion in music is a bonus.

If you and your partner have a fight, how can you both make it better?

talk it out, give and take so that those cracks can be healed in no time. apologizing is not because you're wrong, its because you appreciate the relationship more. 

In a partner: passion or friendship?

passion for each other.

Are you thinking of someone special right now?

nope, i dont. i wish i dont.

What's your favourite thing about them?

im trying so hard not to remember those little details about him. 

Any annoying little habits they have?

yeah, he always listens to me. i know you will think " and that is a bad thing?? " for me, it is. i dont need a pawn, i told you so, right?

Can you forsee a long-term relationship with them? Why or why not?

with him? i use to, now i dont.^^

Do you have any concerns about long-term relationships?

yeah, i dont think i can handle another one. 

Do you fall hard and fast, or are you more hesitant-hearted? 

hesitated-hearted. i dont fall in love easily. told you im too picky, il try to change but not now, k?

Try to define what love means to you.

It's undescribeable. 

Are you hopeful in terms of you finding long-lasting love? Why or why not?

maybe later in life. right now i just want to experiment life, not someone to talk to at night and argue with the next morning. its very childish. 

What are some small gestures you do to show your affection?

hold his hands, and grip 'em slowly while i smile at him.

Is it even possible to say?

no, gestures does better than words.

Why do you think parents forget how to be lovers? How can this be fixed?

because when a relationship went on too long, they rather think that what they have is an obligation, rather than thinking your partner is a gift from God to you. Do remember that everyday, for those who is getting married. when both of you gets too old to dream about each other's love, let the love lives in your heart. then it'll stay there far longer than forever.

Do you believe there is someone out there for everyone?

i think so? idk.