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| melaka, our very first trip together. do you still remember? |
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| we were showing our bracelet. one is from masol, the other one is from kundasang. became our trademark aite? |
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| christmas celebration at kundasang.. one of the great moment ever. |
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| we love to sing. all of us.:) |
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| pusat kusta, this picture was taken this semester. early jan. |
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| genting highland, pahang. chilling. |
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| batu caves. the most spontaneous trip ever. haha.. |
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| stairs of batu caves. |
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| we slept at kl sentral for the whole night. they said it was my fault. nevermind. hahaha.. |
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| bukit bintang. 5days 4 night! |
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| penang. the others couldnt make it but its okay, the trip with gaman was a blast..:) |
friendship is a kind of mutual compassion & understanding relationship. They dont come with fragile stickers and knives to stab at someone's back. Friendship is tendency to desire what is best for each other, and trust in one another to go for emotional support when you're having a bad day and you feel like crying. Have you found anything like it? Or the moment you thought that this is it, this is the friend that you have been waiting for but in the end they're just like everybody else who doesnt care about you like you did.
im not talking about myself, nor someone. I thank God for His blessings, He gave me the most precious circle of friends ever. Whenever and wherever i go, i would always find a group of people that i can fit in and i can make myself comfortable with them without even trying. People may laugh at us, people may deceive us but hey? i got you, you got me. thats all the back up we need. ( Casey, 2010 ).
today after 2 years of studies here in kskb, i finally went home with heavy hearts, an unexpected feeling huh? of course i feel happy too, because my studies are finished, the suffering are gone, im going back and meet my families. But, no matter how i try to please myself with those 'happy' reasons, i still cant find a reason to stop crying. I held them in my arms few hours ago, and they saw me crying. there's just too many things to say, too many things i wish i didn't do and i wanted to tell them how sorry i am, but i cant. its like im losing my voice to speak of anything. the only thing that i said over and over again is "you'd be good here." Im sorry, i wish i can hug you longer, but the taxi is leaving. So i went in, buried myself in tears as i watched all of you disappeared. we didn't talk or try to comfort each other in the taxi, all i can hear is just sobbing voices. How sad is that?
When we think back about out great memories together, how can you not to cry? with those happy faces, happy laughter, happy eyes and happy everything. God i'd give anything just to relive those moments. Maybe some of you will think that i am overreacting, silly me. But good friends, especially 'mopongou' friends dont come very often. maybe you will find another one just like me, who laugh just like me and talk just like me. but for sure you will never find another 14 people who talk and laugh just like we did. you can go and search the whole world, mark my words. how can you not to appreciate what we have here?
do you still remember the night in melaka, where this two of our friend told us that they cant go with us, but in the end they actually followed us quietly and really gave us a big surprise? Well for me that was one of the greatest moment in my life, when we opened the door and see the two of you stands there and laughing at us. 3 days of laughs and smiles, how can i ask for more? Thank you God. Dont get me wrong, there's still a lot of memories that i cant forget, but for me the most unforgettable memory is when we celebrate our Christmas together at kundasang. The night where we exchanged gifts, hugged each other and opened our presents. Personally i like it when we sit in a circle, and tuck our foots into the blanket and 'sharing' moments.
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| my darls. |
See how happy we were? would it still be the same after we graduated from college, have our own family and kids? i dare not to think about that. i love you guys, see? i dont ever want us to leave each other, even if we are separated by distance but we will always stay close to each other in heart. It wont be the same anymore after this, but let the happy memories that we had fills your mind everytime we think about each other. Life is not always a bed of roses, our friendship too have its own up and down. But that doesn't mean that we can sacrifice all of the great moments we have, just because someone said something bad, or did something that doesnt go with our flow. take care of each other, will you? watch out for your friend, be loyal, be respectful, but dont spoil them. its very sad, the moment when we hugged and wondering when can we see each other again. but i guess that this is life, a life that must go on. with or without your most beloved friends. love you casey, san, cory (my beautiful sisters), masol, nel, daryl, gaman, wan, gono, gibot, yong, ald, cyril (my charming brothers *sometimes annoying ) hahaha.. JK. mmmuuuahhh, hope to see you guys soon.
