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listen, ive never been where you are right now. never. but i know this boy, 
and i know how you are feeling, he broke up with you right ? 
after telling you he loved you and calling you stupid (but grossly cute) pet names? 
like hunnybun and buttercup? yeah, i know he lavished you in compliments 
only to put himself down so you would stroke his fakely low ego. did he tell you he would teach you to skateboard? 
i bet be promised you a personalized song, did you talk about college, 
making plans that you would give anything to work out? did he tell you dream about him? 
or maybe he would always mention how he was laying in bed and wishing you were there. 
he dragged "i love you" out of you. didnt he? you werent ready and he even said that he would 
"drag it out of you sometime" yeah. don't deny it. he would talk to you last thing at night, and first thing in the mornig. 
he constantly mentioned losing sleep over you every night, 
but we both know he slept like a rock. 
he left you insanely sweet picture comments that made you smile everytime you thought about them, 
he made you love pictures that were sort of "bleh" before. did you delete those pictures after he broke your heart? yeah me to. 
all of yourfriends hate him now dont they? remember how happy they were for you? 
and how the agreed with you on how oerfect and great he was? they never warned you. 
no they made you push aside your worries. stop. don't blame them. if they had warned you, 
we all know you would have never listened. but please listen to this. 
i know you dont want to accept this but he played you, just like played me, and just like he played countless other girls before either of us. 
im sorry i wasnt around to war you, but i was still bitter. no i never called him mine, 
but he promised me so much, and built my hotes up so high, just remmeber, it's okay to cry. 
and refering to him as "asshole" is perfectly expected., because trust me, 
you'll end up talking about him just as often if not more, then before the breakup. there iwlll be the "one times" and the "i remembers" 
and once you think you're over him. watch out. you better keep your eyes close in the hallways. 
because i promise you. the next time you see him, he'll be all over some other girl. 
a little part of you will want to warn her, 
but no body will blame you for hating her an for blaming her for you pain, year you'll compare all guys to him, 
because aside from the man-whoreish, 
hear-breaker thing, he was perfect. he was everything you ever wanted or maybe you made that p. 
maybe the second he started to show interest, you made up this perfect guy in your head, and he just 
happened to be just like him. i bet "true love" ran through your mind. but no. im sorry/ but he never loved you. 
listen you will find the perfect guy fro you just like everybody says you will, and it will be soon. 
okay so i didnt believe it either. but im sotartign to, if not now, then in college, just wait. 
untill then you need to get over him. i dont know how, im still working on it, but it's possible. it has to be. 
simply because of how many girls this has happened to before. the most important thing is 
dont let him know he hurt you. don't let him know he could have youback in a heartbeat. 
don't give him that satisfaction/ make him thing you're completely happy. 
when he desides to wave at you like nothing ever happened, 
wave back. sure, but don't smile. make him think, 
he meant as nothing to you, as you obviously meant to him .<3 .